if you weren't going to be there tomorrow
i would hug you for a long time
and not just the kind of hug thats a "see ya" kind of hug
the kind of hug where it almost gets awkward because
people don't know how long to stand there for
or when to let go, or what to say.....
that kind of hug is the one i would give you
if you weren't going to be there tomorrow
i would tell you how much i love you
and not just he kind of "goodnight, love ya!"
but the kind of i love you that freaks you out a little
cause you don't know what they're thinking
as they look right into your eyes
thats the kind of i love you i'd say
if you weren't going to be there tomorrow
i would want to laugh
not at you, or at the fact that i wouldn't see you
but the kind of laughter that brings people to tears
the kind when something is so funny that your laugh almost
becomes silent and you just double over
the one where it's only you and the other person laughing
and only you two get it
that's the kind of laugh i would laugh
if you weren't going to be there tomorrow
i would say sorry
not the pity kind of "ohhh that sucks, sorry!"
but sorry for everything i've done to hurt you
every word, every action that caused you pain
I wouldnt' just ramble it though....i would mean it
cause i am, and i do.
that's the kind of sorry i would say to you
if you weren't going to be there tomorrow
i would cry. Not the kind of crying you do in sad movies
or when you hurt yourself really badly. But the kind of crying
that means life will never ever ever be the same without you
The kind that attempts to heal the ache inside and you don't know
how else to fix it, so you just cry. But the ache doesn't leave....
that's the kind of crying i would do
but you always end up being there tomorrow. what if i miss my chance one day.
