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B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams - Airplanes Lyrics on Screen HD

will always be my favorite song..

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word of the day


hypocrisy.
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RESOLUTIONS

for a new year

1) first and foremost....ive been slacking in all areas of my life i guess, but the one that bugs me the MOST is my work ethic. and when it comes to acting, this disappoints me, and others around me i'm sure, a ton. SO number one is to...pour 200% into acting rather than 75%

2) get in shape...since i got a treadmill, i need to be using it lots and lots. so yea, get in shape, lose my winter belly ;)

3) keep the peace....i need to work a lot harder at biting my tongue rather than putting my foot in my mouth. fighting fire with fire only makes a bigger fire.

4) keep in contact with old friends better....i tend to live one day at a time, which i guess isnt necessarily bad in itself, but when you look at the long run and realize that your day to day doesnt include making the effort with people you miss dearly, its time to change.

thats all for now :)
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addicted

so i quit coffee. turns out my body needs some form of addiction. the old 90210, and i think this might be the reason why ;)
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resort.

It's funny...
i mean...there's really NOTHING funny about it, but it's ironic. I've gotten really really sick over the last little while. Understatement on "really"...but my point is, i've gone to the doctor tons thess past few weeks and each time i've gotten different tests, and different medications...all which are really doing absolutely nothing except make me feel nauseous as one of the side effects.

Honestly i've gone to pick up prescriptions for this and that cause maybe it'll work, maybe it won't.. "we'll see".
But then i found another thing that could maybe help. Prayer. Added that to the list of possibilities, last resort kind of deal just in case the other medication didn't put me out of my pain.

I always just expect it to be like that. "when all else fails.....pray". I know it shouldn't be like that, but it's also so uncertain. There's a possibility he could answer our prayers, and there's the possibility he couldn't. Which is the biggest load of shit in itself. Cause God always answers our prayers, just not always in the way we want. My point is though, that's the thing...we try and get it to be the "way we want". So we leave that option til last.

anyhow...here i am. Last resorts, and i'm sorry God, cause you shoulda been my first. But please help me. please.
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castle walls

you're so afraid to fly
you clip your own wings
say i could never soar so high
since childhood memories
on the playground swings
where the hardest thing to hit
was the gravel down below
so you cut down all your hopes
than fight to make them grow
keep it safe with ebb and flow

i see you call it equilibrium
the more you lose the more you leave
and harder the fall, the bigger the wall
hiding the cracks that show through it all
i see you call it your aquarium
a world so deep behind fragile glass
swim away as people pass
but baby you're just waterworks

and you know its more than maybe
that you became your own enemy
won the fight you fought so hard to lose
so regret became your choice to choose
that's all it takes to look away
from anything the shade of grey
cause it's safer for your own heart to steal
than face anything it could well feel
than face anything less than real

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T.I feat Christina Aguilera - Castle Walls (FULL NEW SONG 2011) + Downlo...

thanks cass.



if i could sing, maybe this is the song i'd be singing.
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