dug up the past


LIGHTS, ACTION. camera! 

i made two mistakes recently
one...saying hi
two...now not being able to say goodbye
i hate it how love ISN'T like the movies. we girls watch them and THAT'S why we fall so easily. because we believe that no matter what we do, we will end up with him sooner or later. We just have to wait for the antagonist to get out of the way, to learn their lesson. We believe that all of the crap we are going through now, is just to drive the plot. But at the end of the day it'll be okay. Real life is not a chick flick. Real life doesn't have the quick one liners to throw at people when you want to hit them where it hurts. It leaves out the scenes where he notices you and time slows. It leaves out the scene when he comes to you at just the right moment knowing just what to say. Guess what. there is no climax, there is no resolution. life is not a movie. We fall and we'll get hurt, and sometimes that all it is. 
I think i'm one of those girls that learns slowly. sometimes I keep waiting for an IM to come up on the screen, or that little bit of hope to become something. But when the credits start rolling i realize i wasn't the main character. In fact, sometime we are the antagonist. Sometimes we are the ones in the way of people that were meant to be. we were just one of those background characters that really makes not different to the story.  
it also makes you realize, in movies, how many of the side characters are secretly in love with the leading actor...

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