heroes rise and heroes fall

heroes rise and heroes fall

this is getting out of hand.

i mean, sure a bubble is a bubble, and a bubble sometimes gets a little claustrophobic inside. but i feel that its gone too far this time. What are we trying to do? are we trying to make this the worst year possible. Where does trust go when everybody's got a knife behind their back, ready to fight, when the only stopping you from opening your mouth in some cases is the fact that no one will tell you anything anymore...oh sorry, but that's friendship? 

its kinda like a cake. you tell the truth... it turns out nice. you tell a lie, well it burns a bit, but you can still eat it i guess. you keep lying, and well. tastes like shit when you eat it. 

i can't say i'm any better. garunteed im just as bad as the things that frustrate me today, but thank god i had the friends to tell me when to stop. 

"people are changed, not by coercion or intimidation, but by example"

so if thats what it takes...??

im so frustrated with PA teachers too. 

1) i want to talk in chapel this year. its something thats been on my heart since 2008. Last year i talked to mr dueck about it and he said thats great! but just the fact that outreach chapels were happening left me with no time til this year. so this year i went to him AGAIN...only to find out the only ACTUAL reason they didnt give me a slot for chapel was because i was "still struggling"....wtf. seriously? you're going to tell me that i can't talk in chapel because i still struggle. "it was then that i realized faith was about being perfect"....u joking me?? im going to speak in chapel, struggle or no struggle. tell me ONE person who isnt strugglig, and i'll say okay, and not speak. but garuntee there's no such thing as not struggling with something, even if its small. 

2) a teacher spazzed when he realized the kids he was supposed to punish went to another teacher for a punishment. he then told them that they were in more trouble for going to the other teacher because he had wanted them to see HIM! well HE gives harsher punishments than the other teacher and the kids were told to go see the other teacher actually...this is the same teacher that calls ppl racists, and compliments me by saying "you're a manipulative person"...

oh wow pa...