dry and thirsty land

dry and thirsty land

maybe it's time to reconnect with God.

I took a break from him a long time ago, and swore to him that I'd come back. I swore that I just needed to take a step back in order to take two steps forward. But i feel like i haven't dealt with a lot of stuff still. not that im saying you have to deal with everything before going back to God...but I just feel like there's a little hesitation. I want to be 100% sure about it, rather than ending up in the same place as before. I don't know God. It's nothing against how I feel about you. I'll always love you...i always have...and i know that love is through actions...but something in me isn't ready to give you control...not yet.