B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams - Airplanes Lyrics on Screen HD
will always be my favorite son...
RESOLUTIONS
for a new year1) first and foremost....ive been slacking in all areas of my life i guess, but the one that bugs me the MOST is my work ethic. and when it comes to acting, this disappoints me, and others around me i'm sure, a ton. SO number one is to...pour...
addicted
so i quit coffee. turns out my body needs some form of addiction. the old 90210, and i think this might be the reason why...
resort.
It's funny...i mean...there's really NOTHING funny about it, but it's ironic. I've gotten really really sick over the last little while. Understatement on "really"...but my point is, i've gone to the doctor tons thess past few weeks and each time i've...
castle walls
you're so afraid to flyyou clip your own wingssay i could never soar so highsince childhood memorieson the playground swingswhere the hardest thing to hitwas the gravel down belowso you cut down all your hopesthan fight to make them growkeep it safe...
T.I feat Christina Aguilera - Castle Walls (FULL NEW SONG 2011) + Downlo...
thanks cass.if i could sing, maybe this is the song i'd be singi...
glass slippers
When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and he’s everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is....
ow.
is this one thing.. really going to keep me from living? from acting. is this some challenge God put in my life to test me? or is it just unfortunate coincidence. I can pray for it to go away, but honestly...im just straight up scared it never ever will....
do i deserve to pray?
i know i'm sick. but the scary part is i don't know what with.which means i don't know how to get better either...i'm tired of being "careful"...
too night.
this i realized...is why i can't dancebecause i know the stepsknow the beati know which way to move my feetbut i don't want to showdon't want to bowjust in case i "don't know how"i realized this is why i don't smilei know the gesturei know the wayknow...
i'm not invincible
i've come to realize that i'm not invincible. I've come to realize that words hurt, and rejection scars. I've come to realize that no matter how many times you get back up, you'll always keep count. I've realized that faking it til you make it is not...
weak end.
i hate it how there's no halfwayno question mark that ends in greyyou lose a friendthat is the e...
make what you smile
sometimes...people hold their breaththey hope, they pray, but forget to leave their lies in yesterdayrehearsed a smile, that crooked linefear held high like a flashing signsometimes people hold their breaththey wait for that momentthat fragile secondbut...
fresh air
to just get up and leaveyour fingerprints on the doorwayto just run, farwithout a car for a getawayto just walk onleave regret in the mailboxto lockshut, when the past knockswatch the newspapers pileupon the doorpostcause its old news, old bruisefound...
this is real.
no suzanne haha i am not writing this because i know you know my blog, but with every acting class, every time i'm on set as an extra i become more and more excited about it. Seriously, every time i get that attachment for a new "side" (i've learnt that...
no one really blogs anymore
i can't think of anything i'd rather do than this. act. I wanna win an oscar as cheesy as that sounds. I'm jumping a bit ahead of myself yes. But i just wanna have something so unique about my acting that's not so trivial and obvious. this is what i...
ACTION
i want to act. more than you'd ever know. this is where my heart is at. but my comfort zone is killing me....
A
i miss school.i miss essays and reading text and listening to lecturesin class discussions and petty assignments that make you feel accomplis...
hair elastic
so tired of the small talk from big mouthsall the things i'd like to do with my lifeseem completely pointlessif you're doing it al...
support
i feel me slipping away some days.i honestly never realized the importance of support from friends and family in life til i lost it. Not so much from friends, but even then still my close friendships have been on a technological basis vs a physical one,...
seventeen
1 Hear, O LORD, my righteous plea; listen to my cry. Give ear to my prayer— it does not rise from deceitful li...
optimistry
it's so weird...ask me a month ago and i would have said that i was still dying, still living in the past, still wishing things were different. And yes there are occasions i still wish our group of friends were all together, all still conjoined...but...
4:30 wakeup call
I'm exhausted...i had to wake up at 4:30 to drive "my dad" to the airport....turns out it wasn't only my dad, but also a few players from matthew's soccer team as well as one of their parents. Good thing i had gotten out of my pajamas...Anyways, the...
fool food
A foolish son brings grief to his father and bitterness to the one who bore him.A fool finds no pleasure in understanding but delights in airing his own opinio...
4 ways of knowing
..two of which are reason and emotion.enemies in fact. Making decisions based on emotion is using your heart instead of headand making reasonable decisions is based on using your head in stead of your heartequally crucial, yet calamitous as well. If...
rotenberg method
In acting there is a method called the swing method. Virtually it states that there is a left hand side and right hand side and all people swing from one side to the other without actually landing on what they feel. They use happiness to cover up sadness,...
fast track
my acting coach has a plan. it scares the crap out of me, in a good way. and it involves moving to LA sooner rather than later. This means i won't be attending university.......i've always wanted to go to universitydon't get me wrong. i want this so...
i built a wall
i built a wall around my heartits there so i won't fall aparti used my tears to build the basesupported by the hopes i chasedeach iron brick was for each time i grewcemented by wasted thoughts of youmy ladder was for each new songeach lyric, each verse,...
16, twenty four
Pleasant words are a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and healing to the bon...
remember my name
so the goal to finish writing one novel by september definitely failed...lets say october...
it last longer
if i could go back and take a pictureof all the moments left uncapturedof all the laughs saved from memoryall those times that you find yourselfawkwardly smiling to yourself aboutas you think about them later oni'd go back and save themput them in a...
its raining.
who woulda thought that not going to school would make me feel busier than i've ever been. Highschool was highschool. The days had more hours and that's maybe why it felt like everything was more spread out than it is today. But nowadays i feel like...
we lived and we learned
...the regret of goodbyesthe faces of unforgettable that slowly fade with timeits the signatures in every yearbook that pile upon a shelfits gonna be a long road to recoveryits gonna take time to believe that the biggest problemswe thought were world...
money honey. it's what we talk about
the stress in my life just increased ten fold....bring it on...
Shawn Desman - Something Stupid (New Version 2010)
"don't say you love me unless you mean it, cause i might do something stupid, like believe ...
misstery
you can't really touch itlet alone put a finger on itwhen it happenedbut you realize that one dayyou turn aroundand you don't miss it anymorethat you're still walking onwhen you thought it hurttoo much to movebut you realize that you're okayand you start...
enough.
It's funny.He gives you these little reminders everyday. Reminders to remember him. We asked for them, we pick them up, read them, and then get distracted. And believe me this distraction is no coincidence. So after getting tired of us forgetting, he...
DON'T use splenda
i had over 50% of these symptoms....holyyy wow.http://splendasickness.blogspot.com/2006/03/long-list-of-symptoms.h...
no more cookies
NO. i will not apologize anymore. i did nothing wrong.i'm tired of defending myself.tired of fighting fights that aren't meant to be foughtit's enough. it's enou...
so many words that could rise acrosss your early grave
so run away with medown these midnight streetswe will take , nothing for grantednothing for grantedcome away with melife is short and sweetwe will take, nothing for grantednothing for grantedstop the seasons drifting bystop believing there's no timestop...
i gotta get out
i feel like my dreams got a little lost in the hype of new genesiscause hope and daring plans don't live in boredom and bl...
sept 7
i woke up at 10 today, and realized my little brother and sister were sitting in class right now at this big brick building called Pacific Academy. And the more daunting thought is that my little brother is now in highschool (wtf...). But as i poured...
brick wall waterfall
i just have to keep telling myself that it's not bad......just differ...
gap.
i'm starting to regret not going to university right away. everyone is so excited, off experiencing new things...i shoulda gone straight there. I know i won't regret it in the end though. I'm excited to see where acting takes me...but right now, i wish...
winter woke me
aren't we all just full of gamesfull of names that we don't rememberfull of ice saved from decemeberaren't we all just full of liesfull of plans not worth pursuingfull of questions of what we're doingaren't we all just full of itfull of words to keep...
i undermine you, then try and find you
last night ftw.last night as me and cassy were driving to coquitlam, we decided to give jeff a ring. It hadn't even crossed my mind, and i don't know what made it cross Cassy's either, but it was out of routine to do that, which is sad. We all used to...
til xmas comes.
GOALS OF THE REMAINDER OF 2010.-run. get in shape-learn piano again-finish writing 2 or 3 books-get an ag...
regrets
if i look back and taste regretthen let me binge and not forgetbecause i have criedand i have laughedwhile living life became my craftbut I'll let you knowthat not a second, i'd take backthe past's not dead, so leave the blackcause even pictures play...
clouds
wishes turn to vanityand minds mold into oneteardrops stain the pillowtill morning when you're donedreams reshape the chaoswhile running you go onhoping for a bettercounting blades amongst your lawnpretty songs stir up emotionsas reflections tend to...
crumbs
what if's still play their songcoulda woulda shoulda they sing.and i wonder if they sing to youor if the song, only i can he...
hipsters
a while ago this guy decided to add me on facebook that I didn't know,so instead of accepting it i just messaged him and asked him how I knew him or where i knew him from...he replied going "oh i don't think we do, whoops". no big deal. A week later...
:(
my dearest cassandra.i honestly cannot believe that you're leaving. It seemed like just yesterday we were in grade one, and i decided to be your friend because you were a loner jk jk :P But no honestly, i remember everything all so vividly like it was...
read
"the best books are the ones that destroy the weakness of cliches and write their own"-Mr. G...
k.m.r.
krisanthimum....i didn't think I'd be missing you this much. But i do. It hasn't even been a week that you've been gone, and everyday I've cried. Not necessarily just because you're gone even. That's the sad part. But the part that gets me is that we...
here's to breathing
i think the point of life is to chase those dreams we doubt deep down, to fall in love when we're afraid of hugs, to call shots on the stars that will one day shoot, to make friends that you fight with daily because you both know you're too good of friends...
first time i actually paid attention to this song
I heard there was a secret chordThat David played and it pleased the LordBut you don't really care for music, do you?It goes like this, the fourth, the fifth, the minor fall, the major lift, the baffled king composing HallelujahHallelujahHallelujahHallelujahHallelu----jahYour...
the rest is still unwritten.
officially 8 incomplete novels... goal til next september?finish writing at least four of th...
see you in december
my sister just walked out the door...to be honest i always thought I'd be the first to leave. Always thought I'd be booking it out the front door once the diploma was in my hand. I don't think it's hit me yet...that people are leaving. Even tonight as...
have it my way
I would be living in LA, writing novels that would become movies, writing poetry, and starring in films with a non profit organization called "FAR" (Foreign Animal Rescue) founded and running. I would have graduated from Columbia and be now living on...
pick a vowel.
you feel based on anticipation of what you hope for in future, what you fear in the present, and what you know from the past.-Mr Gi...
real.
its funny how just one human has the ability to walk into your life and change it completely. And you think back to that point in time when you first met them, and wonder what if that hadn't happened. Because the people we know influence the decisions...
retweet j.
this has nothing to do with twitter actually, i just wanted to put a nice little name in there, and well....that's the best i got :P haha.The publicity of your blog and what i said is fine. I'm not one for secrets. haha. I totally agree with everything...
sunday post secret.
"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important,...
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pain, love, and sorrow are the paint for the artists, the lyrics of the musicians, the stanza of each poet.-Mr. G...
:D
"smile as if you've never been hurt, as if nothing bad has ever happened, as if they never got to you. And show them all you've still got teeth"-...
one card and the games over.
"not everyone in your life will like you. No matter how hard you try to please them, someone will always have something against you for some reason or another. But just because one person may not like your smile, doesn't mean you should stop smiling....
you wouldn't believe me
you wouldn't believe me if i told youbut it's up to you what you seei can't change the craft of your eyesor even hope that you agreeBut I'll let you take words without meaningand let your mind define what's thereBecause one poem of a millioncould be...
too little. too late.
i know it's all so clichebut maybe that's what it was all aboutbeing the overplayed song on the radiobeing the Lord of the Rings rerunbeing the knock knock of jokesbut everything's all just too little too latea death in the dark, a walk in the parkand...
kris kross
my dear older sister. It's incredibly weird to think that in such a short amount of time, you will be off to chicago..300 dollars away. I can't remember the last time i had to pay to see you. It's your birthday today, and you're 19 so happy birthday...what...
i'm funny.
it's funny.a while ago now, i had this day where i kept getting nudged to text this friend of mine. And i kept brushing it off because i kept thinking "so out of the blue? i have no reason to text him at the moment". Not that i didn't want to, but i...
the little things.
This school, built me. I'm not one to be deep and emotional all the time, haha for sure not. But at the same time whenever i think about grad, a sad tug in my heart happens, and I start to reminisce. No but seriously, this school built me.In elementary...
10 things.
when something doesn't bend, it breaks...1) we were friends. That's all i want. seriously...i don't get it.2) hey fag who lives in richmond. come back.3) I guess everything happens for a reason right?...that's what you were. thanks for being a reminder...
in reality
"life's not fair" is a poor excuse for "I'm not willing to try to make it fa...
tough brood.
Guess what...If you think about it...Prince charming was the prince for a few disney movies. So this Prince charming guy..? Yeah, he was a player. Landed Snow White AND cinderella. So don't think he's all he's cracked up to be. Don't expect that he doesn't...
facebook status i saw:
-it's so sad how people become who they promised they'd never beno this does not mean all people. But holy crap....agreed beyond belief. And can't say i'm faultless when it comes to this either, which i guess is what makes me agree with it so much. In...
and then one day....
try having your three best friends move away. try being broke with a phone that doesn't work. try not having your N and being worried about your own future. I'm sorry for the pessimism but realism was too apathet...
ignorance is bliss
"i don't believe in soulmates. i really don't. I mean people can pretend that there's that special someone, and that destiny lands them in the right place at the right time to meet this right person, or maybe destiny was a bitch and they wound up apart...
road regret
i regret not trying harder in IB. i'm reaping the consequences now....It's just weird to think that the small choices we made to study, or not to study one extra hour, one extra chapter, etc....led us to staying at a local university where we would stay...
rainbow.
WTF LOCAL COLOR....give me more jobs. why is everyone else getting booked :(yes i understand my picture was when i was tired...but really??ugh. and please don't call me an hour before a job asking me if i want it. the answer would be no i'm asleep that...
i have pictures.
once upon the past...we shared dreams, we shared secrets, we shared lives. We watched the time tick by, slowly wishing it back. Every time memories swarmed, we'd run to the tokens that kept us together; every moment of deja vu, we'd reminisce the days...
you took the good out of good morning.
"i'm sorry" won't even begin to mend what time could n...
1:30 am.
i'm gonna wish on the moon tonightsee there's a lot of stars in the skysome even shootingsome bigger than the sunbut other nightsthere are nonebut tonight i'm going to wish on the mooncause those other stars might fadeor get lost in the layout of the...
eyes tell stories
but do they know howto craft fiction?do they know how to spinlies?His eyes swear forever,flatter with vows of onlyme. But are they emptypromises?I stare into his eyes, asinto a crystal ball, butI cannot find forever,onlymovies of yesterdaya sketchbook...
:)
out of everything.... this is what made my daygoing for a run (..walk) past the fire hall i passed the group of handicapped adults that take their daily, weekly?, stroll around the area. As i headed down the hill, I noticed one of the elderly ladies...
meet my friend, time.
I've known him for as long as i can remember. I can't say that we've always gotten along, but for the most part he's given me everything that i need. Of course there's been those days where i definately don't see him enough and there's not enough of...
in my defense
i love you <3...but you don't know half of who i am just by hacking onto my accounts.i know you've tried to sit down and hear my thoughts and figure me out. But you still don't know the other half of who i am. We are still different, we will always...
faces of unforgettable that slowly fade with time
today i saw joanne. so right off the bat there's something to blog about, cause that doesn't happen every day.....anymore :(lol but coming home i walked through PA because it's safer than walking around through the streets. At least there was a security...
black nailpolish
i bet that it's a possible that 8 times out of 10, we miss up on the opportunity to get to know someone that we could have gotten along with really really really well, possibly liked, possibly become best friends with, possibly cared deeply for, despite...
my mattress says vogue
i look back on some of my earliest blogs, and along with the smile comes a little cringe. I mean, i sound like i was trying to be all deep and profound. It's just funny though, trying to remember the mindset i had back when i was writing them over a...
blurb
i've kind of just given blurbs of random things since grad. Haven't written written in a long time, and joanne's ramble motivated me to get to it.....so i got my IB diploma...not exactly as high as i would have liked, but its too late to do anything...
no.regrets.
don't count on tomorrowtomorrow might be too latedon't count on waitingbecause sometimes other people don'tbetter safe than sorry is sometimes the best way to end up so...
sometimes we get lost along the way
"so many times we look forward, hoping to visualize the better, more put together, more in touch with ourself, version of who we see and want to be, this black concrete image....but i've come to realize that sometimes when you look back, you realize...
marks
our IB marks are upunfortunately i don't have my login information because i LOST the sheet which had it on it, and mrs smith is away until august 30th.....so i'm screwed. but the whole idea of university now is scaring me. My marks could have been way...
shade of grey
i hate it when things are grey. black and white baby....that's how it goes. i just need to know....
post secret sunday
i realized that it's okay to care. in every aspect other than caring that other people care that you care. who cares about that....
today told me to tell you..
1) it's not better to choose peace over your morals, over your points of view, over your beliefs...but you just have decide the smartest time, and the smartest way to fight for them2) the best lesson to learn is to get your nose out of the air to realize...
to you girl,
you know who you are...someone told me once about taking a chance with someone, and they were afraid to because they didn't want to ruin the solid friendship they'd created over time. They even said that they shouldn't because once they cross the line,...
lesson learned
my mouth is my achilles heel. Sometimes i say things without thinking.....scratch that. I say a lot of things without thinking. I'm impulsive, and speak based on either emotion, or the conception that it's a good idea to say something, and don't really...
window pane: watching someone leave out the window
most of the time we don't go out and get what we want, even when we know we have the power to, and even when we know we have the confidence to.....because we want to see if it comes to us first.-mr gi...
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