:)

:)

out of everything.... this is what made my day

going for a run (..walk) past the fire hall i passed the group of handicapped adults that take their daily, weekly?, stroll around the area. As i headed down the hill, I noticed one of the elderly ladies was lagging behind. i watched as she watched me from across the street, unaware that her group was at this point quite far ahead. Her eyes weren't on the path in front of her and she walked off into the bushes nearly toppling over. At first i was a little worried that she would fall and hurt herself, but she regained her balance and stepped back onto the path, and with her oblivious smile started waving frantically at me. After waving back the woman hurried off to her group.

funny how the little things in life can make us smile more so than the big things.

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Erik Hassle - Standing Where You Left Me 2010 Mix

Erik Hassle - Standing Where You Left Me 2010 Mix

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meet my friend, time.

meet my friend, time.

I've known him for as long as i can remember. I can't say that we've always gotten along, but for the most part he's given me everything that i need. Of course there's been those days where i definately don't see him enough and there's not enough of him to go around because so many people want him, but there's also those days i see him too much and get so sick of him. But he's healed a lot of wounds for me, he's made me forget a lot of things i couldn't have forgotten without him. He's helped me get over a lot of crap, helped me forgive, helped me see straight again. It seems though that sometimes he's not there when i want him the most, he just slips away no matter how hard i try and hang onto him. Like in the blink of an eye he was there, and now all i have left is the jacket he left behind, or the pictures he gave me. He's kind of a bitch that way. Especially when i have a lot of work and i need him, he just figures he has better places to be and runs off. I take him for granted for sure though. I never really appreciate when he's there, i just complain when he's not. To be honest, i ignore him a lot when he's there. But i know that he'll be there for me over the years. No matter how many are left. That's the thing, and I'm worried for him, because I'm afraid something will happen to him. I'm afraid he'll leave me unexpectedly. But when he leaves, wether its when he's old and grey or whether it's by accident..I'm dreading that day. The day i say, "i don't have time". The day we'll say our goodbyes.

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in my defense

in my defense

i love you <3...but you don't know half of who i am just by hacking onto my accounts.
i know you've tried to sit down and hear my thoughts and figure me out. But you still don't know the other half of who i am. We are still different, we will always be different. I still love you, i respect your decisions, you have what i envy, but that doesn't mean i want it in the same way you do. please understand that.

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faces of unforgettable that slowly fade with time

faces of unforgettable that slowly fade with time

today i saw joanne. so right off the bat there's something to blog about, cause that doesn't happen every day.....anymore :(

lol but coming home i walked through PA because it's safer than walking around through the streets. At least there was a security guard on his bike there....funny thing eh? while pranking the school on the last night there was no security guard, but now in the middle of summer there is. hm. anyways the fact that PA is safe gave me a little heart tug to begin with and as i walked past the door looking down the gr.9 hallway i was tempted to stop, but i figured the security guard would be maybe slightly suspicious if some random was looking into the school at 10 pm on a saturday night. But that was a familiar hallway to me, and as i walked on i walked past the library, the empty cafeteria..i walked down the all to familiar pathway that had led me to chapel so many time...it was too familiar. And it's weird to think that in just over a month i won't be going back through those doors, won't be going to the lunch spot, won't be attending another chapel. wow i suck at change.

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black nailpolish

black nailpolish

i bet that it's a possible that 8 times out of 10, we miss up on the opportunity to get to know someone that we could have gotten along with really really really well, possibly liked, possibly become best friends with, possibly cared deeply for, despite being already acquainted with them, merely because we just never end up crossing the right path at the right time.

weird to think about.

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fyi

fyi

all those airplanes in the night sky.......ya they landed ages ago.

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