something borrowed

something borrowed

i bought my heart off craigslist
bought it for a dime
owner told me i'd be foolish
if i gave it half my time
said that it was broken
said it he'd tried to fix it twice
that's why he'd posted it
at such a low a price
made it seem like yesterday's coffee
caffeine gone cold
the leftover ash
from a cigarette that he'd rolled
i took it home, took it home that day
and maybe now, what's left to say
is that it was just missing a part
i thought maybe two
but then i just realized
it was a question of who

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in the heat of things,
everything seems catastrophically huge...

...but sooner or later you get over everything.
so do it sooner

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overcoming obstacles.

overcoming obstacles.

Michael Jordan didn't make it onto his highschool basketball team

Dr. Seuss was rejected by the first 23 publishers that he went to..the 24th said yes

Lucille Ball....

her mother told her to not waste any more money on acting because she couldn't get anywhere with it

Terry Fox, etc.

And i pity myself because i have health issues. Thinking it's standing in my way to becoming a great actress. Well yes in a way it is, because its making me think that's the problem, when really the problem is myself. Yes i'm in pain. Yes i'm constantly sick. But since when does that mean my life needs to be stopped?

Sometimes your biggest enemy is yourself.

That's all

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oh fun.

oh fun.

GAH I'M SO TIRED OF BEING SICK.....

great way to start 2011...fever, cold, stomach issues...ahhhh eff.

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B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams - Airplanes Lyrics on Screen HD

B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams - Airplanes Lyrics on Screen HD

will always be my favorite song..

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word of the day

word of the day

hypocrisy.

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RESOLUTIONS

RESOLUTIONS

for a new year

1) first and foremost....ive been slacking in all areas of my life i guess, but the one that bugs me the MOST is my work ethic. and when it comes to acting, this disappoints me, and others around me i'm sure, a ton. SO number one is to...pour 200% into acting rather than 75%

2) get in shape...since i got a treadmill, i need to be using it lots and lots. so yea, get in shape, lose my winter belly ;)

3) keep the peace....i need to work a lot harder at biting my tongue rather than putting my foot in my mouth. fighting fire with fire only makes a bigger fire.

4) keep in contact with old friends better....i tend to live one day at a time, which i guess isnt necessarily bad in itself, but when you look at the long run and realize that your day to day doesnt include making the effort with people you miss dearly, its time to change.

thats all for now :)

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